quarter life

It's been a while since I last updated. It's already the first of June...almost half of 2005 is over AND half of the credential program! Well, a lot has happened these past couple weeks...both good and not so good. I still don't have everything figured out and know where I'm going, where my life is going. but who does??? If you do, then please let me in on the secret. I know there are some people that seem like they have it all together...but I wonder if they really do? I think I'm starting to feel strong pangs of the quarter life syndrome, crisis, whatever. It's hard and frustrating. sometimes, I feel like just slapping myself so I would just get over it and move on. But I just end up complaining and have all these questions with no answers. God, I hope I am doing what you want me to do.