un-der-stand?
happy cinco de mayo to everyone. i was just watching the news and saw that there was a riot in richmond. =( why can't people just celebrate in a nice, happy manner? i had a weird feeling today. i'm not sure what it was...but you know when you get that feeling like something bad is gonna happen. it was really windy today and lots of weird clouds in the sky...i dunno~ just felt like something was brewing. maybe it was the richmond riots...maybe i'm psychic. haha.
this week has been weird though. yesterday, my tire blew on the freeway on my way to work. i didn't know what to do bc it suddenly popped. it wasn't like there was hole then the tire slowly flattened...but i heard a big bang like something hit my car. i didn't really think anything of it, then i started smelling burned rubber and saw smoke. apparently i was on the interchange of 24 and 680...which i didn't know. so i called my insurance roadside assistance thing and they sent some towing people to come. i didn't know exactly where i was bc i just pulled over wherever i could on the shoulder. i thought it was an off-ramp and i told them it's the one right before ygnacio valley road exit!!! basically, they couldn't find me and were getting annoyed and frustrated. yes, i understand. but they don't have to be so rude about it. and helloOooo...i was having a bad day. anyways, this rude, fat man came and put in my spare for me.
this is just one thing that contributed to my interesting week. i guess i'm realizing that things happen in life that you can't explain or understand. God has complete and total control over everything and how can I understand how or why He does certain things. as much as i want to know why things happen...maybe i never will. and it's okay. i need to be at peace with whatever God places in my life. that doesn't mean that i'm gonna be passive, apathetic, or just let whatever happen...which i might've been a year ago. i'm still thinking and praying, but at the same time i don't have to understand everything and trust in Him.
this week has been weird though. yesterday, my tire blew on the freeway on my way to work. i didn't know what to do bc it suddenly popped. it wasn't like there was hole then the tire slowly flattened...but i heard a big bang like something hit my car. i didn't really think anything of it, then i started smelling burned rubber and saw smoke. apparently i was on the interchange of 24 and 680...which i didn't know. so i called my insurance roadside assistance thing and they sent some towing people to come. i didn't know exactly where i was bc i just pulled over wherever i could on the shoulder. i thought it was an off-ramp and i told them it's the one right before ygnacio valley road exit!!! basically, they couldn't find me and were getting annoyed and frustrated. yes, i understand. but they don't have to be so rude about it. and helloOooo...i was having a bad day. anyways, this rude, fat man came and put in my spare for me.
this is just one thing that contributed to my interesting week. i guess i'm realizing that things happen in life that you can't explain or understand. God has complete and total control over everything and how can I understand how or why He does certain things. as much as i want to know why things happen...maybe i never will. and it's okay. i need to be at peace with whatever God places in my life. that doesn't mean that i'm gonna be passive, apathetic, or just let whatever happen...which i might've been a year ago. i'm still thinking and praying, but at the same time i don't have to understand everything and trust in Him.
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